What good is weeping tears for a lost love,when you know that it could never come back Reason, the cruel human fate, i mean common we all have to die someday, but i keep wondering why did it have to be this particular soul, why did the grim reaper choose her, is it because he wanted to make wish that i was buried beneath the weight of a thousand earth not even able to lift my eyes up to the skies and see the light, to see her sunshine once again feeling it refueling my lost energy, the energy that i wasted these past years hiding my pain. Oh i wonder when will this road of torment end when will i forget her smile her sweet kiss the tears in her eyes as she wept when we had our fights, A single word is left to be said or maybe its more than that not a word a life statement something untouchable something only super-humans blessed with its virtue can bare, this loneliness that i feel this anxiety toward seeing her once again feeling her near me, smelling her.Oh god give me patience as u once gave Ayyoub. "Heart's essence i miss you, cant wait to hear your voice once more, who knows when this will happen but till then my life shall be lived with a missing heart....."